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[15 Dec 2005|07:37pm] |
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Dir En Grey - Audrey |
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Why do I have this incredibly strange feeling that people are talking about me behind my back lately....
( Tezuka )
( Akaya )
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[09 Nov 2005|05:50pm] |
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Dir En Grey - Audience Killer |
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I haven't bothered with this thing for some time. Probably because I haven't really been near a computer since I moved back home. Doesn't really matter in the end I suppose. I've been busy with Kendo, I'm working on getting my certification to teach, which isn't going to take much longer now that I can devote twice as much time to the sword then I could at Gakuen.
I will be making a trip down to Tokyo to visit with Akira and Oshitari this weekend. It might be good for me...might not. I'm not sure. We'll see.
( Private )
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[08 Jun 2005|03:00am] |
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VNV Nation - Darkangel (azrael) |
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I know it doesn't really matter if I write in here or not. Considering my life has sort of tunneled on two particular people at the moment. I know I shouldn't lock myself away, but it's easier. I think it's better that I do in the long run...though there are certain people that I need to make contact with again. If only to assure them things are getting better.
There seems to be some new people around...leave it to me not to notice until recently.
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[03 Apr 2005|01:14am] |
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I haven't been very social lately. I suppose I have many reasons, which most people don't know nor do I care if they do. They aren't important to anyone but myself really.
If anyone is looking for me I've been spending a great deal of time outside doing Kendo forms. They clear my head. Then again I doubt anyone is really seeking me out except for my redheaded shadow.
Here's my new practice song if anyone is interested...the lyrics struck me as very..appropriate for my life right now. But it has an excelent rhythm to move to. I think you'll enjoy this one, Kamio.
Rubicon
Ryou...maybe you should listen to that song too. Though I doubt it will make a difference.
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[21 Mar 2005|11:33pm] |
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Dir En Grey - Not Afraid to Die |
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Niou. When I get my hands on you...
( Rikkai )
My match against Kaidoh-kun was interesting. He has a very interesting style of playing and I commend him on the good job. It was enjoyable.
I will be in the gym if anyone needs me.
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| Absentee-ism |
[03 Mar 2005|03:57pm] |
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GLAY - However |
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I really have to quit neglecting this journal.
Most of the time I'm nowhere near the computer or even in my room anymore. I'm sorry for anyone who's been worried or looking for me, if I'm not in classes I'm either practicing tennis or kendo..or with Ryou.
( Kaidoh )
( Ryou )
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| Feeling better |
[22 Feb 2005|03:40am] |
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I must say I am feeling better, though a cough still lingers slightly. Just have to take care of myself so it doesn't degrade back into sickness...so I will be keeping myself overly healthy considering I just heard that Shishido came down with it again. I blame myself really, I was the one that practically forced him to stay with me when I was ill.
That's what I get for being selfish.
( Yukimura )
( Ryou )
( Private )
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| Home again |
[16 Feb 2005|02:33pm] |
My stay in the hospital was unpleasant. I was thankful for Shishido's company when I was coherent enough to realize anyone was there at all.
A warning to everyone, especially Rikkai. Please take care of yourselves...I don't want you to end up like me.
Seems I missed Valentines day, but I wish everyone a happy one none the less. Especially you Ryou, know I love you. I'm looking forward to seeing you now that I'm not ill.
I'll be laying down for a bit, come visit if you'd like, I'm up for company.
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| Tournament. |
[05 Feb 2005|06:47pm] |
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Just finished up the tournament. I placed relatively high, I still need to improve.
( Yukimura )
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[04 Feb 2005|10:53am] |
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I'll be gone this weekend, I have a Kendo tournament that I must have lost track of in the rush of school and tennis.
( Yukimura )
( Tezuka )
( Shishido )
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[31 Jan 2005|11:23pm] |
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I have drifted apart from my Rikkai teammates. I imagine it's my own fault for not making time, but things seem so busy...there is so much going on in my life and it takes up so much of my time. not that i mind really... but I do miss you all as unlike me as that sounds.
I'm making excuses and there are none. I apologize for not seeing you all more often...~sighs~
Good night.
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| Before I head to bed... |
[28 Jan 2005|12:29am] |
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VNV Nation - Beloved |
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I actually made it into my pajamas tonight...how novel.
Classes are good and practice is interesting. To see all that talent out on the court makes one strive even harder to be better. I think this is the best experience I could ask for. I'm thankful for the oppurtunity to be here.
( Private )
I intend to get a good nights rest in my own bed, not disturbing any more roommates for the time being.
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| Obviously... |
[27 Jan 2005|01:08pm] |
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I'm wondering if Niou will actually get a clue or not, considering I yet again fell asleep in bed with Shishido, though this time it was his bed instead of my own. Having such respect for my room mate we decided on a nine o'clock curfew for people staying in our room.
It's completely acceptable.
( Private )
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| Interesting... |
[25 Jan 2005|04:23pm] |
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VNV Nation - Solitary |
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Thought I'd stop and update real quick because I have a feeling I'll be making myself scarce today. I know I need to have a talk with Tezuka when I get the chance but I really need to regain some focus on things. I've decided I will hunt down a nice open area on the school grounds and practice my sword forms for awhile after classes and practice today. If anyone needs me, just leave a message in here and I will try to catch you later on tonight, and if you're really brave you can come hunt me down on campus....
( Private )
( Yukimura )
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| ...what is wrong with me.... |
[24 Jan 2005|05:12pm] |
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Darude - Sandstorm |
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I read somewhere that people have a tendency to lose their sanity when they are taken out of their normal atmosphere and placed in a strange one. (IE. another school, college, ect.) I am beginning to agree with this...
( Private )
( Shishido )
Classes and practice were tough today...probably because my mind has been a million miles away.
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| Getting Settled. |
[23 Jan 2005|06:28pm] |
I had a chance to talk with my roommate, which turned out to be Tezuka from Seigaku. It was rather informative and helped me relax a bit. I think we'll be getting along just fine.
( Private )
I went out to practice my kendo for awhile and on the way back found out that Yanagi-san had arrived. I must say I'm anxious to go and speak with him as I've only had a chance to speak with my roommate and Yukimura so far. Though currently I need a shower and should get something to eat.
Just so all of Rikkai knows, my door is always open.
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| Little more organized... |
[22 Jan 2005|04:46pm] |
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Well I finally received the times for my classes and my tennis practice.
( Read more... )
It seems to be a very demanding schedule but that's what I expected when I applied for this place. Rumor has it I will be rooming with Tezuka from Seigaku...things just seem to be getting more and more interesting.
I should probably get out and see how this place is laid out. Marui and Niou both got in contact with me, now for the rest of the team.
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| Hm.. |
[22 Jan 2005|01:20am] |
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I'm currently trying to figure out my schedule, since I finally found my room. There's so many options...and I feel like I'm already late getting into the whole system of this place. Though I can say I'm glad to finally be here and settled in. Though I am not sure if I have a room mate or not, seeing as I haven't run into him yet.
I figured it was a good idea to get one of these journals together so I could keep in touch with everyone, I was told that it's the thing to do around here. It took some time but now I think I'll be able to contact most of Rikkai. Hopefully having all my teammates here will make all this chaos a little more tolerable.
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